It was on this day a sky ago that time.
you
forth
from
safe
belched
wombness into terrors she could not foresee
share with me the tears that you cry like
wild music, for i too
wail in limbo.
If i die before i finish my song burn me and use my ashes to scribble obscenities on the forehead of Buddha.
you and
i am too big a fake to be simple and angelic like therefore i spew forth impotent odes from my yellow jungle of bed spread.
Although i pretend to be insane i am really too wise for
My
Own
Good
and the
knowledge that i know all and cannot be God screws me with insistent drill and curses
and mocks my bleeding wound. It is this i that sings for you today charlie i charlie
iiii ii iii that
sings in ancient black rhythms
felicitations
sins hungers
dingy upstairs vision of frio.
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how charlie today are you
in security and museums wrapped
warm against jesus and me. i am with you in your 3 room 1-E house i am with you though you ignore my face blaming darkness i am with you wishing you would kill me i am with you even in the urgent streets of modern babylon i am with you though i i
and
cannot comprehend it
i am with you laughing and killing rats in happy frio singing poetry in your ears
trying to make you listen.
It is warm in my room.
though rude outside wind Knocks at my window (i
may invite him in
later)
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